Forgotten diary entries.

twinkre twinkre littre star

2010-06-03T17:20:00.013+08:00

Unrelated title is unrelated, hah.
After so many days of anticipation, finally my ~~pornjib~~ 4jib has finally arrived!

I'll let the photos do the talking! >:)

EET'S HEREEEEE!!

THIS IS DESTINY, bbs.

>SARANGHAEYO KIM HEECHULLLL

Oh my Siwon!

THIS. IDEK... /makes incoherent sounds lol

This poster is synonymous to perfection.

Comeback 2.1

2010-05-27T15:57:00.006+08:00

I accidentally deleted my last blog (long story, and it's complicated). But anyway if you're willing. I was trying to not put links on my photos since I find them useless (unless someone wants a bigger view of it, but who would?) I tried to fix the html of the photos and ended up messing the links of the navigation bar. I have no idea how I did it. ;__;
And since I'm a noob and panicked immediately, I just had to delete that post. D:

Posting the photos again for everyone~ ^^

Mr. and Mrs. Lee! =)))))

The four handsome grooms!
Hyukjae, we should've been married b-but YOU WERE AT THE WRONG VENUE.

Message board ^^

Kpop cds~

Happy Birthday Account!

2010-01-01T21:39:00.002+08:00

Wow, it's been a while. Wait, it's been a whiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiile. XD
My last post was September? Woah I can't believe I almost abandoned you for too long.
Ha ha. Anyways Happy oNew Year everyone!

Spent the whole day practically in front of the laptop watching last night's MBC Gayo Daejun (Yes I am a fulltime fangirl and I'm quite good at it, supporting my oppas and onnis you know)
Relatives came over and had lunch at our place. Then yada yada went upstairs and fangirl-ed again :)) after eating so much heeee~ Was planning to watch Music Bank (Joongki oppa looked fine wearing monochromatic outfit but it was kinda dull... okay stopping nao XD) but my mom wanted me to go with her and bring my cousins home. I was starting to think that she knew I was fangirling and wanted me to snap out of it hahaha but I won't! Never! :> So when I got back Music Bank was still on and I continued squeeling over Joongki and after a few performances it ended. Btw T-ara's Bo Beep won i was like "congrats" but over 2PM? Ughhh okaaay. Then watched videos again then suddenly I remembered: "Oh last year, this exact same date I made a Blogger account!" I logged in but failed because I forgot my password so I reset stuff and ta-da! Here I am again posting random shit haha~

And oh, the ACET results are supposingly coming out tomorrow >__< Idk what to do. What if I don't pass? D: Omg help me Lord. We can do this fighting Patrice~!

Currently: on Tumblr, Twitter and Facebook
Thinking of: so many things I feel like my brain's going to explode
Wanting: Mac! Daddy pleaaaaaaaaaaase? :))

blogger comeback

2009-09-26T17:14:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHA weird title.
But it perfectly suggests that I, Patrice is back on Blogger! Yay.
It's been like what, 10 years? Hahaha. I missed you B!

Anyways, had lunch with my friends then halo-halo for dessert (YUMM!) and went ukay-shopping with some of my classmates which, by the way was super crazy because I had to borrow money since that was unscheduled and I only had a few bucks. In the end I bought I cute cute cute bag and an awesome jacket. (:

Wait, have I told you I ordered an SJ 3jib album which still hasn't arrived? Yes, I ordered and it's been like 2 weeks!!! Kuya Jin won't update me about the album's whatabouts. Nuuuuuuuuuuu~
I WANT IT NAAAAAOOOOOOO!!!! Sadly, he wasn't able to get a poster since the posters were unavailable when he brought it. Cruel, I know but whatevs.

That's all for now.
XO
Patrice ♥

One reason why i hate living in a semi-urban city:

2009-08-15T20:17:00.003+08:00

They delay movie screenings.

Can't they feel what a movie buff living somewhere not so
urbanized feels whenever some hot movie is released?

I WANT TO WATCH UP SO BADLY.
Srsly, the mall here's heartless. Please please please let me watch soon.

(My favorite scene in the trailer. I love that kid to bits.♥)

Will update about myself soon.
I'm supposed to be doing my poem now but apparently I'm busy updating.

Chunky little kids ftw. 'Kay annyeong. :-h

Subject: TGIF!

2009-07-31T16:15:00.004+08:00

Nothing much to say, just wanted to revive my dying Blogger.

I'm taking the UPCAT tomorrow. Been trying to put everything I learned from
summer class in this cute little brain of mine. I hope I pass. I need to. Like I really, really need to. I chilled the whole morning- watched vids, chatted with several people on Facebook, talked with Dad thru Skype, and ate cookies. Yum. Went to the church after lunch to pray and ask for guidance. Been there for almost an hour. Yes, shocking I know. Sobra dami ko palang hiniling at sinabi kay God. I also prayed for everyone to pass ya know. Hope my good deed has its reward. (:

Planning to start my Ateneo essay too. It's due on two weeks and I want it to be decent, if not the best. I just want to pass. It's been my dream school since forever. And I want to be schoolmates with some of the people whom I idolize. (Si Ate Elisa for example :D Hi crush! :">)
But problem is, my course is an Honors Program course which I have no idea what it means. Only top 15% of the ACET examinees lang daw-- top 15% lang yung ano? LOADING. . . Dunno. Will try to read the info sheet again.

On a semi-related note, I'm planning to get the UST Application form too. Will try my luck there. If I manage to pass will prolly hang out with Leand unnie na. YAY! :D

Here's my current favorite MV-- Fireflies- Ariel Lin ft. Donghae and Siwon. Did I say she's lucky? Er yeah, she's lucky.

OMG I'm still alive.

2009-07-22T14:18:00.010+08:00

I am 100% alive and still kickin' hard!

My fingers have finally decided to type and write a decent blog.
Hah, surprised? I am.
I have been so effing busy with school- endless homeworks, mind-twisting tests,
and countless college application forms. That's why I restrained myself from
using the 'net because I know it would be best for me.
(if I want to see myself graduating and entering a decent university)

Anyway, recent updates:

got myself bangs (thanks to Dad who helped me out; errr no pic yet, next time! SLR's too heavy for vanity pics~ ᄏᄏᄏᄏ)
gained SO MUCH weight this summer (found this out during P.E. when we were doing the PFT; i still am so devastated ᅲ.ᅲ)
bought the ACET form (i haven't started on my essay yet. KILL ME NOW.)
been reviewing for upcoming UPCAT on Aug 1/2 (which reminds me, i haven't received my letter yet!!! the thought of not taking it makes me.... UGH i don't wanna talk about it)
finally found the kissing star necklace (you know, the necklace Jun Pyo gave to Jandi) on an online store BUT BUT BUT it costs 1100!! D: why must life be so unfair :(
made myself a Twitter account! Now i can be a full-fledged fan girl WEEEE :D followed WG, DBSK, BoA, 2PM, 2PM, Tablo already :D
EDITED MY BLOGGER ACCOUNT AFTER 10000 GAZILLION MERMAID YEARS! Now I feel like blogging again~ it's all cute and organized now :)
watched HP6. IT WAS SO BLOODY AWESOME.And oh oh oh, CORMAC MCLAGGEN WAS SMOKIN'.

That's just some of the updates.
I wanted to write every bit of detail if only my memory allowed.

Ta-ta. I'mma play Pet Soc first. :h
(supposed to post a screenshot of Pet Soc but stupid PC's being stupid again ugh)

First Day of Seniority

2009-06-02T21:25:00.006+08:00

June One Two Thousand Nine;

Yay I'm a senior na! Can't believe I'm graduating in 10 months.
BUH BYE DEAR LEYTE HIGH! =)))

First day was NOT fine. Had a symposium about Swine Flu whole morning in
which the first two hours were spent on announcing the sections,
advisers and room assignments of fersher students.
The actual lecture lasted for just 30 minutes or so. How's that.
Then went out for lunch and returned to school only to find out na wala palang class
kasi di pa ayos homeroom namin. So I went home and watched more vids. Yay for me. :D

Speaking of it na nga, I finished One Litre ages ago AND I EFFING LOVE IT!
It changed me and my views in life big time.
I love Aya for being strong and influencial and for being such an inspiration.
I love her family for being so supportive to her.
Okasan, Otousan, Ako, Hiro and Rika - I adore you all.
I love Haruto. ♥ I love Dr. Mizuno. ♥

Watched the special kanina and damn it made me cry another liter.
I'm gonna say I love Haruto again. ♥
Of course I love Aya too. :>
She's just so brave.
Live on Aya. Live on forever.

Makes me tear up again. I just love the melancholy.

More Summer Smiles

2009-05-30T12:25:00.003+08:00

Classes are starting on Monday, shit. I'm not yet ready for hell year.
Bought school stuff and all but I'm not over the summer hype.
I WANT MORE SUMMER SMILES.
I want more KPOP. I want to know more about Ryo. I want to watch more series and movies.
I want more sleeping time. I want more Pet Soc. I want more Cy. I want more!!
Dammit, why is time flying like some kind of fast gas. D:

Oh well. Change topic. I found Someday's Do You Know MV!
It's included in BOF's OST. Pero in the MV Jea sang with them.
I think the original was better. Pero okay na rin 'to.
Take a look;

The MV's stalkingly cute and sad at the same time. Imagine if you were in the guy's place. Oh sad stories. :(

Birthday Aftermath

2009-05-18T17:22:00.002+08:00

Finally been able to buy the complete series of BOF!!
I was buying One Liter of Tears last Saturday then I asked mano
if when will BOF be available. He said 5PM that same day but
I didn't mind lang because my money isn't enough na though it only costs 70php.
I am not a thrifty person. I don't like saving. And I don't ask extra money from my parents.
What do you expect from that, eh?
When I got home, I persuaded my dad to buy me the dvd and miraculously I did!
So I went back and bought a copy na.
I was like happy jumping on my way to the car. Hahahahaha.
Watched it that night wherein I was crying the whole time
because of so many emotions going in my heart. :>
Hay, I will cherish that day.

전 표, 지 후, 이 정, 우 빈;
I WANT YOU FOUR SUNBAES!!!

Thank you Daddy :) <3

Before Tomorrow Hits

2009-05-14T19:50:00.008+08:00

I'm having big chances of having a gift-less birthday tomorrow. :(

Nobody I know cares about it. Dammit, nakakahurt ha!

Regardless, I made a
WhatIWantForMyBirthdayButIKnowIWon'tGetThem list.
Okay that was long.
Drool it all, P.

1) Canon 100m f/2.8 USM
Macro lens, baby!!
2) Gray polo shirt
3) Cute Korean wedge
4) Skechers D'lish
5) Holga 120FN cam

I'll buy myself dvds na lang. :|

May Foshizzles

2009-05-13T19:35:00.005+08:00

Gosh, I've missed blogging. The net's been shitty these past few days.

No internet = I was lifeless because;

No Facebook meant no Pet Soc.
No Cyworld meant no fun threads.
No Multiply meant no replying to comments.
Men it's been sad.
But I am effing back. And still kickin' hard.

I missed the sound of typing. Oh keyboard I love thee.

To update you, here are some pics I randomly
put on some collage template on Photoscape.
First collage- Baguio pics
Second collage- Palaro pics

Enjoy!
More pics @ my Multiply :3

Someone take me to MoA on the 16th. Anybody?!

Ultimate Boredom Buster- The Random Questionnaire!

2009-04-15T18:02:00.004+08:00

My second blog for the day. (:
If you're asking why, I'm b-o-r-e-d!

Wait, I need to answer my Math reviewer.
Okay, changed my mind. I'll answer this random get-to-know-me questionnaire instead.

01. Name: Patrice
02. Birth date: May 15, 1994
03. Birthplace: Philippines
04. Current Location: Tacloban City
05. Eye Color: Black
06. Hair Color: Black
07. Height: 5'something
08. Righty or Lefty: Left
09. Zodiac Sign: Taurus
10. Marital Status: Single since birth! (:
11. Nicknames: Pat, Patchy, Pats
12. Sex: Female
13. Siblings: 1 brother, 1 sister
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STUFF THAT ISN'T REALLY IMPORTANT BUT IM GONNA ASK ANYWAYS
14. What did you do yesterday?: Review.
15. What did you do today?: Still reviewed.
16. What are you doing tomorrow?: Review still. Damn.
17. What are you listening to? : Phineas and Ferb Opening Song
18. What country would you most like to visit?: South Korea.
19. What are you most afraid of?: Mu-mu. XD
20. What are you wearing?: Tee and jeans.
21. What are you thinking about right now?: Food. :D
22. If you were a crayon, what color would you be?: White
23. One pillow or two, cotton or feather?: Two; Cotton
24. How do you eat a Reese's Peanut Butter Cup?: Just like any normal person would do.
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ARE YOU...
25. Single?: Uhuh.
26. Too personal?: Kinda.
27. Understanding?: I'm trying.
28. Arrogant?: To people who're arrogant to me.
29. Insecure?: No.
30. Interesting?: Eh?!
31. Friendly? Yup.
32. Smart?: I suck at Math.
33. Moody?: Yes.
34. Childish?: Yes.
35. Independent?: Getting there.
36. Emotionally stable?: Yes, I think.
37. Shy?: Sometimes.
38. Attractive?: Maybe?:))
39. Bored Easily?: Nah.
40. Responsible?: Oh no dude. x)
41. Sad?: Now? No.
42. Obsessive?: No.
43. Obsessive compulsive?: Dunno.
44. Psycho?: I'm normal!
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WHAT'S...
45. Your heritage?: Filipino, little bit Chinese.
46. Your weakness?: Math. Social Studies.
47. Your fears?: Obsessive fans.
48. Your perfect pizza?: Anything from Pizza Hut.
49. Your most embarrassing CD?: HSM. Lol~
50. Your current Mood?: Happeyyy.
51. Your current Music?: Club No. 1; SuJu
52. Your current Taste?: Huh?~
53.Your current Hair?: Loose
54. Your current Smell?: WTH?!
55. Your current Favorite Celebrity?: The F4 Boys!! ♥
56. Your most overused phrase on AIM/AOL/MSN?: "hahaha okay.."
57. Your thoughts first waking up?: God.
58. Your bedtime?: School days- 11 most of the time; Summer- 3 am
59. Your best physical feature?: IMO, my eyes.
60. Your most missed memory?: Elem days. T_T
61. Your good luck charm?: My stuffed toys.
62. Your favorite quote?: "Marrying Prince William? Who wouldn't want to be a princess?"- Britney Spears
63. The Worst song you ever heard: There many but I don't remember their titles.
64. The last thing you ate?: Banana.
65. The Last thing you said?: Agi iwas! ( Get lost! )
66. The best song you ever heard?: There loads of 'em. But my current would be 8eight's Without A Heart
67. The shoes you wore today?: I wore slippers.
68. The Most embarrassing thing you've done?: I have done loads. Don't wanna mention. ((:
69. Your room is like?: Hot. Really, really hot. T.T
70. Goal you'd like to achieve?: Be happy with what I have in the future.
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HAVE YOU EVER
71. Fallen for your best girl friend?: Nah.
72. Made out with JUST a friend?: OMG, hell no.
73. Been rejected?: Nah, I do the rejecting. :))
74. Been in love?: Yes, of course. :">
75. Been in lust?: No.
76. Used someone?: Uhh, yeah. Sucks.
77. Been used?: Yes!
78. Cheated on someone?: No. Never had someone to cheat on.
79. Been cheated on?: No.
80. Done something you regret?: Oh yes.
81. Loved someone so much it made you cry?: Yup, as a fangirl.
82. Smoked?: Hell no.
83. Broken the law?: Lots of times.
84. Broken a bone?: Nah.
85. Cheated on a test?: Eh, no comment. XD
86. Skinny dipped?: Nah.
87. Played truth or dare?: Yup.
88. Flashed someone?: No.
89. Mooned someone?: No.
90. Kissed someone you didn't know?: Ew, no.
91. Been in a physical fight?: Yes x_x
92. Ridden in a police car?: Nope.
93. Been on a plane?: Yes.
94. Come close to dying?: Yup.
95. Been in a sauna?: Nope.
96. Been in a hot tub?: Yes.
97. Swam in the ocean?: Yes.
98. Done illegal drugs?: WTH again?! I'm a good girl.
99. Played a game that required removal of clothing?: Not yet. XD
100. If so, was it mixed company?: -
101. Been trashed or extremely intoxicated?: Not yet. :D
102. Been called a tease?: -
103. Gotten beaten up?: -
104. Considered a life of crime?: No.
105. Considered being a hooker?: No. LOL~
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WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON
106. You talked to in person?: My sister.
107. You talked to on the phone?: My aunt.
108. You instant messaged?: Can't remember~ ~
109. You had lunch with?: Family.
110. You kissed?: My sister.
111. Who broke your heart?: Kim Bum!
112. Who kissed you?: My sis again. :P
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DO YOU
114. Color your hair?: Nah.
115. Have tattoos?: Nope.
116. Have Piercings?: Yes.
117. Floss daily?: Yah.
118. Own a web cam?: Yeah.
119. Ever get off the computer?: Hardly.
120. Like Parks?: Nah.
121. Like school?: Yeah, because of my classmates. :3
122. Collect anything?: Tags.
123. Work?: Not yet.
124. Like shopping?: Hell yeah.
125. Party?: Yuh, but I'm no party animal.
126. Smoke?: No. Hell no.
127. Sing?: Everybody sings.
128. Have a crush?: I always have.
129. Do you think you've been in love?: Yeah- Yi Jung, Jun Pyo, Tablo, Eunhyuk, Donghae, Kibum. I'm a fangirl, what do you expect?
130. Want to go to college?: Of course.
131. Like(d) high school?: Love it.
132. Want to get married?: I dunno.
133. Believe in yourself?: Yeah, esp. on tests. XD
134. Get motion sickness?: No.
135. Think you're attractive?: Hell yeah. HAHAHAHAHA :))
136. Think you're a health freak?: No.
137. Get along with your parent(s)?: Yes.
138. Like thunderstorms?: Oh no.
139. Play an instrument?: Yeah.
140. Do you have a lava lamp?: Nope.
141. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?: Yesssss.
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PREFERENCES.....
142. Pepsi or Coke: Coke.
143. McDonald's or Burger King: Mcdo.
144. Single or group dates: -
145. Adidas or Nike: Adidas.
146. Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Nestea.
147. Chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla FTW!~
148. Cappuccino or coffee: Both!!
149. Chicken or fish: Chicken~ :D
150. Thongs or Panties: Eh, -
151. Boxers or Briefs: -
152.Candy or mints: Mints.
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IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU
153. Drank alcohol?: Nah.
154. Smoked?: No!
155. Done a drug?: As in illegal? No.
156. Had Sex?: WTF I'm just 14!
157. Made Out?: NOOOOOOOOOOO way.
158. Gone on a date? No.
159. Gone to the mall?: No. I want to!
160. Eaten an entire box of Oreos?: Nope.
161. Eaten sushi?:No. :(
162. Been on stage?: Nope.
163. Been dumped?: No.
164. Gone skating?: No.
165. Made homemade cookies?: Yes.
166. Gone skinny dipping?: Nah.
167. Dyed your hair?: No.
168. Stolen anything?: No.
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IN A GUY/GIRL
169. Best eye color: Blue.
170. Best hair color: Black.
171. Short or long hair: Don't mind.
172. height: Same height or shorter
173. Best weight: NOT OVERWEIGHT :D
174. Best articles of clothing: Well they gotta have good taste. :)
175. Best first date location: Theme park.
176. Best first kiss location: Seoul.
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DO YOU BELIEVE IN...
177. Aliens?: Probably.
178. Angels?: Yes.
179. Heaven?: Yes.
180. God?: Of course.
181. Yourself?: Yeah!
182. Ghosts?: Eh, dunno.
183. Love?: Yes.
184. Love at first sight?: Yes.
185. The tooth fairy?: No. :))
186. Santa Claus?: Haha no~
187. The Easter Bunny?: No.
188. Cupid?: Kind of.
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YOUR FUTURE
189. Where do you want to go to college?: UP!
190. What do you want to study?: Asian Culture, Photofraphy, Medicine.
191. What do you want to be when you grow up?: A happy, contented, rich professional! =)))
192. Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with? Myself.
193. Where do you want to get married?: I don't know, anywhere!
194. Do you want to have a small or big wedding?: No plans yet.
195. Where do you want to go on your honeymoon?: Europe!
196. Do you want to have children?: Yes.
197. How many children do you want to have?: 2-3.
198. What do you want to name them?: Planning still~
199. Where do you want to live?: Seoul. Or anywhere cold. (:
200. How do you want to die?: Silently, like in my sleep or whatevs.

Now that certainly killed the boredom outta me. This is like the longest questionnaire I've ever answered! Now my fingers hurt from typing. I don't wanna get bored again... ((:

cy/webcam galore~

2009-04-15T16:55:00.003+08:00

Almost everyone in Cy looks cute! Ha ha.
I've been hooked for the past few days :D
Don't get me wrong, Koreans and other Asians ( well, that includes Filipinos ((: )
are known for their beautiful faces. Yes, even the guys. :3

Some webcam mischief I made for my Cy~

crop up it, shorty.

2009-03-23T19:32:00.005+08:00

That's me with my once long hair...

And this is me with my short hair. Cut too much hair eh?

I've been wanting to cut my hair since February 'cause it's been hella hot man.

And that's the result. ;) Do I look like 14? I should.

acapellababy

2009-03-23T15:00:00.000+08:00

"Yeah!" at the last= my fave! ♥
I miss CSJH.
Lina unnie. :(
Dang, it's friggin' hot.
But since when was summer -10 celcius? XD
I'm bored man.

they're backkkkk.

2009-03-23T11:23:00.000+08:00

HELL YEAH. MarchThirteenTwoThousandNine.
I'm loving EunHae ever since!
Kibum wasn't there. Gaaaah I miss him. TT__TT
Album pics below --

"Sorry sorry sorry.."
"Shawty shawty shawty.."

My long awaited comeback.

2009-03-18T08:52:00.000+08:00

I can't wait for S U M M E R!
Too bad I'll be busy reviewing. Sucks.
But with the little time I have,
I want to enjoy and spend my vacation to the funnest. :)
I missed halo-halo, fan girling, cute guys,
and tons of time to sleep, unwind and rest.

I'll be waiting for you, Mr. Ice Cream Man. ♥

The sweetest

2009-02-14T11:37:00.000+08:00

.. and most thoughtful act our boys had done for us. ♥

Here's GEE! ♥

Sorry for my unwanted epalness.

Yepuda huh? Bigay saming mga girls from the golden boys
which by the way was a very surprising act because for the past 2 or 3 years
they didn't show any interest on giving us anything on Valentines.
Supposedly meeting namin nun for our doxology for prom but then
they told us that they prepared a program for the girls.
We were like "HUH?" But when the first white rose was given we were like
"AWWWWW SHET WHITE ROSE ANG MAHAL NIYAN!!!"
Each boy gave 2 girls a rose and of course may mga loveteam chuvachoochoo dun
so kahit todo paos na sigaw pa rin nang sigaw ang mga lola niyo. Tapos ayun ask ng ask kami kung bakit nila yun naisip gawin. Pero la naman akong narinig na matinong sagot.
Pero I didn't need answers nor explanations. The actions they did gave meaning to it all.
And I'll try to preserve the rose until a week kasi who knows,
baka first and last white rose ko yun. :D

THANK YOU THANK YOU MUCH BOYS! ♥

latest crave!

2009-02-10T22:56:00.000+08:00

I want an LG Ice Cream phone!!

I want the white one!~ Kyaaaaaah
It's slim, cute, and FYI Big Bang and
Ms. Kim Tae Hee have advertised this phone.
Makes me want to crave more. T__T

But it's only in Korea. Ouch. :/

My Wildest Fantasy

2009-02-06T20:45:00.000+08:00

.. became my shocking reality.
WE HAVE A DSLR!
Yuh, ang baba ng kasiyahan ko. Care mo naman.
Kala ko kasi grad pa ako makakahawak nun
pero mennnnn ngayon pa lang meron na. Woooooooooo!!!!

Now I'm wanting an iPod touch. Cute cute eh. ♥

Sample pa lang yan.
I'll show you the real thing probably after a few weeks. :)

I`M DONE.

2009-01-18T00:11:00.000+08:00

.. with sacrificing for others.

Damn. I`ve been sacrificing for almost three years now yet the people whom I sacrifice for don`t even know it. I`ve reached my limit. I`m tired of going home late at night, not take a decent supper and immediately sleep `cause duh you`re dead batt and patal so you can`t even make your homeworks na. It feels crap knowing you had to shed and perspire while the others arrive home early, make their homeworks, and actually feel fresh and not tired? And failing a test just because you practiced up to 10 PM and practice once the morning after? Shit lang.

I had to suffer for almost a hundred sermons and I still don`t get what I deserve- appreciation, a simple concern, hell love! Wala talaga. Maski tanong man lang kung okay kami. You don`t know how it feels to be anticipating a sermon. Man it`s hella death defying. Exagge much? But it`s the word that can describe it.

I`ve been venting out at my Multi blog. In case you want to know more.

I realized reality wasn`t the escape after all.

Moments of Solitude

2009-01-15T10:31:00.000+08:00

In other words study time.

Lupit talaga. Had to read 16 bloody chapters of Noli Me Tangere.
That's if I want to pass. So I pushed myself to read.
And haven't I mentioned that it's effin' cold these days? Great.

It's almost 11 and I haven't reviewed for Chem yet.
Idle mode mennnnn. Am still sleepy and drooly.
My eyes are dropping. I have the darkest circles under my eyes.
Toxic everywhere. Crap.

I NEED MY BOYS.

How it feels to be fc*ked.

2009-01-04T22:00:00.000+08:00

CRUEL WORLD!

I've been here for 3 hours figuring this iPod thing out and all I get is
"Please connect your iPod properly" and "Cannot transfer files".
I am damned. And pissed off big time.

Classes will resume tomorrow and I don't have any inspirations!
Wasn't able to DL my videos. Efff. I just need it badly!
Yun nga lang kasiyahan ko eh, di ko pa nagawa. :((
Huhuhuh. Been crying for 2 hours now.
I'm outta here. Life is in the "this sucks" part for me.

MY UNWORHTIEST BLOG EVER.

I just want the pain to go away.

I love this.

2009-01-03T23:50:00.000+08:00

This blogspot thing. I know it may seem fast but I fall in love easily. :))

This is cool, thanks to Caren Unnie slash My Ultimate Changmin Lover for helping me out.
Desente na ang page ko! All thanks to her && her goodness. ♥

Well, I've been spending a little close to 3 hours finding a cute enough layout and
I have been successful as I've found this cutesy site owned by Ms. Stephanie.
Thanks to her cute layouts too! ♥

ETO KINALOLOKOHAN NAMIN NI CAREN UNNIE.
SEE? NOW THIS IS DONG BANG HOTNESS!
CHANGMIN AT THE RIGHTMOST. KILL ME.
This is definitely NOT porn.

I will be going now. I am currently in Dong Bang mode now.
Don't tell me you don't know them? C'mon!
Oh well, the world's a big place.

First entry in 2009.

2009-01-03T02:05:00.000+08:00

Well, this is my very first blog here and I have a feeling that this will be very short. Know why?
It's friggin' 2:07 A.M! Yes, I have been using the PC for at least 5 hours now and I am completely friendless. No YM chit chats, no Friendster comments, even in my Multiply guestbook. I had commented myself 2 or 3 times this day and I feel stupid. Hahaha. I always am.

Anyhoo, I just wanted to exercise my very talented fingers. They keep on typing useless blogs but when I do articles, uh, they kind of shut off immediately. Bummer.

HAPPY NEW YEAR, BTW!

I have lots of resolutions and dunno if I could actually remember all of them throughout the year.

So, how was your New Year? I had fun. Sitting in front of the PC while my whole family were outside, lighting up the fireworks, jumping all around the house, and eating together. Some daughter I am. :P But I got my day when we went out of town and had lunch at a family friend's place.

Back to now, I think I'mma sleep na. My eyes are killing me again. They're starting to die again. Err.

Until the next blog, doll.